Numb Tour CD

by Lupa J

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released June 8, 2016

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Lupa J Sydney, Australia

18 year old classically trained violinist turned indie electronic song maker.

I write, record & produce all my own music. I also make music videos - you can watch them on my youtube channel: www.youtube.com/user/officiallupamusic

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Track Name: Numb
Look into yourself
What do you not know?
Hold your hand tight
Don't let go

(I can only see the silence
I can only see the empty space)

What can't you see?
What's holding you still?

Sear your hand in the fire
Do you feel the pain?
Your blood burning hot
A bruised black stain

Or is it all just numb?
Track Name: Armour
You hold on hard getting knocked around
Hold on and take a blow right to your face
Lips cracked open with the stain of blood
Could've sworn I saw you go for another taste

Black and blue and dripping red
A sweeter pain than the words inside your head
Too pink and raw to be said out loud
Give me sweat and scars on a shining coat of armour

You don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try

But there's something in there
That you've lost
There's something in there
That you've lost

You beat it out from your aching bones
Beat it into the body of another man
A dance of steel and stone cold eyes
Two faceless friends with iron fists for hands

You let it out but it's not enough
Beneath your armour you might break
Get up and laugh but it's all too much
Inside the mind you're trying to escape

You don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try

But there's something in there
That you've lost
There's something in there
That you've lost
Track Name: Waiting For Her
Lyrics:

She is a girl who sees
More than her eyes can hold
In daring tones she speaks
With words heavier than gold

He is a boy she now needs
To carry her every step further
He is the only book she reads
He is where she finds her words

She hangs from his arms
Entangled in his gaze
He gives her kisses and warmth
Thaws her frozen veins

And I'm still waiting for her
I'm still waiting for her to come
But I'm not sure she can breathe
I'm not so sure she can breathe with him

Still and silent as stone
She now stands here before me
alone
Her eyes are cold and hard
I do not think she can see

I reach out my hand to touch her
To feel the warm blood in her cheeks
But her skin is a shimmering pale blue
And my fingers slip right through

There is nothing to see here.

And I'm still waiting for her
I'm still waiting for her to come
But I'm not sure she can breathe
I'm not so sure she can breathe without him
Track Name: Dirty Skin
And though you saw me standing there
With painted cheeks and a blood red stare
And though you watched me fall to wreck
Your grubby fingers round my neck

You try to make yourself forget
Your hands itching with the sweat
Of fear that I am still there
That I still remember

Tears won’t clean your dirty skin
Or wipe the shine from my grin
Your eyes on the water’s reflection
As I dive into the deep end

As I dive into the deep end

And though you dragged me through your mess
I scrubbed the grime of your footsteps
I bore your weight with my own chained feet
As you dangled into the jaws of the street

And you left me
Searching through the demons of your sleep
For some kind of key
You didn’t want to see

Tears won’t clean your dirty skin
Or wipe the shine from my grin
Your eyes on the water’s reflection
As I dive into the deep end

As I dive into the deep end
Track Name: Quiet Here
It's quiet here
Words choked behind our tongues
Stuck inside the shaking-fear
Of empty too-tight lungs

I paint pretty pictures
To fill the gaps of your face
The vital missing features
Of an empty boy-shaped space

I never did find you

It's quiet here
The deafening white walls
Streaked with unshed tears
And scars that seem too small

Crumbling apart
You slipped away softly
I grew strange in your arms
Before you leaned how to hold me

I never did find you

Was it all in my head?
Were you all in my head?

Playing with fire
That was never set alight
Never set flight
We're safe here
In our quiet not quite right

(Never did find you)