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Saviour
03:32
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2. |
Control
05:01
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4. |
Always Wanting
04:07
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Another house, another change
And they move further and further away
I was fired once again today
Yeah things still somehow feel the same
I don’t know what I’m meant to want
And every weekend’s like the last
Yeah things just somehow never change
I drown in everybody’s way
Always wanting
Always hoping
Always in this stupid state
Another love
Another dream
of the words you’ll never say
When we danced,
when we drank
and fell apart inside my room
I don’t know
what it was,
but I wanted more of you
Three months on,
locked down
with you always on my brain
Four AM,
wake up late
and I’ve dreamt of you again
Play that night
till I die
Yeah it’s all I’ve got of you
Nothing else,
I made it up
Yeah I really don’t need much
Thought by now
I would know
that this never works out
Give it all up for someone
then bathe in the drought
I keep myself insane
There’s no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain
Speeding miles out of the city
for a middle of nowhere party
For a minute you were real with me
And your secret is safe in the taxi
but now I watch you unravel before me
and pretend like no one is watching
But everybody wants a piece
So you smile with your teeth
And I tell myself
It was real with me
I'll believe
anything that I need
to keep drinking up this fantasy
yeah forget about everything else
(… be
what I wanted
and you could
be what I wanted)
Always wanting
Always hoping
Always in this stupid state
Another love
Another dream
of the words you’ll never say
When we danced,
when we drank
and fell apart inside my room
I don’t know
what it was,
but I wanted more of you
Thought by now
I would know
that this never works out
Give it all up for someone
then bathe in the drought
I keep myself insane
There’s no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain
Thought by now
I would know
that this never works out
Give it all up for someone
then bathe in the drought
I keep myself insane
There’s no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain
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5. |
Funeral
02:07
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6. |
My Ribs are Tired
03:51
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7. |
Twenty Three
03:00
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8. |
Young Drug
04:18
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It’s getting late again
after a nothing day again
I’m in my diary long into the AM,
The same story over and over again
Over and over again,
Over and over again
You text me out of the blue -
What, to confuse?
(Is it still me you’re afraid to lose?)
You wanna keep your goddamn muse?
Well whatever the fuck you’re holding onto
is just some bitch I made for you,
is just some bitch I made
to survive you
Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked
Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
to live a lie I created just for you
I locked away the terror in your room
Yeah whatever the fuck you’re holding onto
is just some bitch I created for you
Fragile, perfect
Green, immaculate
Open wide,
Young drug,
Possessed,
Obsessed
My quest:
Become the high
Become the life
Throw away the key, the silent
tyranny inside of me,
Which you was it
that spat all your fear at me?
But now, I see
There was one of you and one of me
Yeah you were all of it,
You were everything, oh
Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked
Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
to live a lie and keep everything cool
I locked away the terror in your room
Yeah whatever the fuck you’re holding onto
is just some bitch I created for you
I never knew which you I’d come home to
I learned perfection for every damn side of you
Yeah whatcha know about what that felt like
Two of you but only one could love
I never knew whose bed I’d go back to
But now I see what was right in front of me
There was one of you and one of me
You were all of it,
Yeah you were everything
You are not two people
Yeah whatever the fuck you’re holding onto
is just some bitch I created for you
You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything
You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything
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9. |
Guardian Angel
02:46
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10. |
A New Kind of Magic
02:57
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I moved away from you and found a new kind of magic
They flew me back for how I hold a room of moving bodies
And you really thought you could just show up again
And have the same old effect on me again
But you don’t know my secrets
And I don’t know your reasons
But it’s ok, I don’t
Really care anymore
And I’m gonna block your number
I thought that I’d wanna talk to you about it
I texted you drunk when I wasn’t myself but
I know I’d do better now
And I’m still making mistakes
and making out with my best friend
But I feel safer than I did with you
But
I sleep alone and know my magic
Yeah,
I sleep alone and know my magic
Another freak out on a plane
I play it over until it kills me
Frozen on the dance floor
I just smiled and let you have me
You kissed me like the line I drew had never meant a thing
Yeah fuck all of the sleepless nights
and lies and shame you tied
With ribbons through my mind
I let you kiss me though it’s fine
And I thought that I’d wanna talk to you about it
I texted you drunk when I wasn’t myself but
I know I don’t need to now
And it might be a mistake,
But when I kiss my best friend
I feel safer than I did with you
But
I sleep alone and know my magic
Yeah,
I sleep alone and know my magic
I sleep alone and know my magic
I sleep alone and know my magic
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11. |
The Feeling
02:56
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12. |
So Much To Consume
03:20
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Lupa J Sydney, Australia
Melbourne based electro pop + techno producer
I write, record & produce all my own
music. I also direct & edit music videos: www.youtube.com/user/officiallupamusic
Contact:
lupajmgmt@gmail.com
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